happy 33 months darr darr!!!
33 months...seem quite long..but its not long enough.
it'll never be long enough...
i hope...
i love u darling
thanks for always being here for me, no matter what happens.
be it when u'm happy or sad, worried or angry, frustrated or whatever,
you're always there for me.
thanks baby
i love all the times we've spent together
going out, watching movies, talking on the phone, sitting and just talking about anything n everything,past and future, or just stoning together
your presence just makes me happy
its comforting
makes me feel safe and protected
cus i noe...no matter what happens, u'll always be there, to try to help me in anyway u can
thank you.
sometimes it may seem tt i take u for granted
tt i let my anger out on u
tt all i do is just complain
tt i dun really understand u
i'm sorry
i try to be more understanding
but sometimes...all the little troubles add up and just seems to overwhelm me..
at the times when it seems to me that everything's falling apart...when i feel like a failure..
u picked me up
when i need support, u're there
u're always there for me
i love u
i love u alot
sometimes it might seem that i worry unduly and tt i worry too much
but u just mean so much to me
u're too impt to me for anything to happen to u
though i noe tt worrying wont help anything
but i still do
whenever u need to go into a new environment
i worry if u can cope, physically n mentally
i worry if ppl will like u
i worry if u will be bullied
i worry if u get treated unfairly
i worry if anything bad will happen to u
i worry about alot of things
i think its like how u worry tt i wld get kidnapped when i walk home even though i've walked it so many times at nite
but we just dun want anything to happen to the other
o wells
i'm sorry i cant spend ur bade with you
i hope tt u enjoyed urself today...
our 33rd mth
ur 19th bdae
n i realised tt we din even get u a slice of cake
i'm sorry...